Decisions

Hello All,

Have you ever had to make a huge life changing decision? One that's not only going to change your next 24 hours or your next few weeks but one that would change the next few years or the rest of your life. You know those decisions that make you want to curl up in a whole and cry or sleep for decades.

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Well you see I am in the processes of making 3 life changing decisions. And not having these answers are making my day to day life just a little harder because I'm not sure if I am pointing myself in the right direction. In all honesty I feel like I am floundering why spinning in circle trying to pick the right direction to go in. 

I am completely and utterly lost. There are days that I feel like I have it all figured out which path I want to chose and I start ending down it. But a couple strides into the path I freak out and second thought flood my mind and I think what if this isn't the right choice. What if this choice doesn't bring me to the place that I want to be.

The people who I have spoken to who know exactly what the decisions I am making are say that the anxiety over them are completely normal but there are times when they don't feel very normal.I feel  stress, anxious and as if I'm in some sort of limbo.

The decisions I am making are BIG ones and I know this feeling won't last forever. I will probably wake up one day and the answer will seem a little clearer and a little clearer each day. And one day I will wake up and hopefully the feeling will be gone. But for now I need to think and deal with the decisions even if that means having some days where the dark hole will seem like a great idea. Because I know one day I will find the light at the end of the tunnel.