This is one of those post where I am going to be completely and 100% honest with you guys. Which may excited a lot of you. I know as a reader of blogs I love reading post that come from the heart but I also know how hard they can be.
I want to start out by saying that yes I am catholic but I'm not 100% sure that I believe in God but that I do believe that their is a greater power that has a control over our paths in life. I am only telling you this because I might use Fate and God interchangeably. I don't mean to do this disrespect anyone.
Over the past few days I have noticed a lot of bloggers have been writing post about being single lately. And I want to try my hand at it.
Many of you may either know or have predict that I am single! But here's the thing, I'm fine with it. Yes, like almost every other girl out there, there are days that I wish I had a boyfriend. I wish I had someone to cuddle with, someone to talk to, someone who I could text and basically someone to love. But I'm not going to force it with anyone.
I believe that there is a boy out there somewhere who will be the one. Someone who will find my merpyness adorable. Someone who will love me for me and not care what others think. Someone who will be proud to bring me home to meet their parents.
I would love to meet someone as well who
loves no likes actually love is the right word. Loves the fact that I blog. I would love for him to see the benefits. Like our relationship will be document (well parts at least) forever.
By forcing a relationship with some random guy I pick up off the street and having him be the one is rare. I'd rather have a great love story then a boring one.
But until then I will just keep doing me. I will spend time with my friends. I will write in my blog, I will continue to nerd out over TV, I will read my bloggy friend's blog and work on the other relationships in my life.
Including the relationship with myself. I already do love myself. I like who I am, sometimes I have moments of of self consciousness, who doesn't but 90% of the time I am happy with myself.
So, I'll wait for the right guy to be brought into my life in a relationship form. I mean until then I can give all my love to my main guy, Dylan.
So, that's all I really have to say on this topic for now. Because maybe I will meet the man of my dream tomorrow or maybe I'll meet him 7 years. Who knows, only God.